Nick sat on his bed. Fifty minutes ago, he'd been laughing along with his friends at the park oppsite his snug home.
He buried his head in his hands and breathed out slowly.
Thirty minutes ago, he said goodbye after giving everyone a hug.
Nick closed his eyes, a slight frown creasing his features.
Forty minutes ago, 2009 just ended.
And now.
Nick grabbed the sheets and gripped them tightly, so tight that his knuckles turned white, gritting his teeth.
What's wrong?
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Sunday, December 27, 2009
The Last Day.
Nick watched as everyone danced to the music. A big group had formed a long train of linked arms and were jumping around, having the time of their lives.
The music got everyone feeling high, as they danced to their last goodbye.
Sanchia leaped high into the air and sang along to the lyrics.
Shayne danced beside Daley with their hip hop moves.
Xin Han was weeping and laughing, hugging everyone he could see.
Greg was leading the train, making cheesy movements with his arms.
"Hey." Nick looked around. Joaquin had his hand on Nick's shoulder. "Why aren't you going wild?" he laughed.
Nick smiled slightly. "I had my share just now," he said, pointing to his soaked Yuber shirt. Grinning, Joaquin slapped Nick's back and moved in to join the train.
Nick checked his watch. It was twelve.
He breathed out and whispered,
"See you guys."
The music got everyone feeling high, as they danced to their last goodbye.
Sanchia leaped high into the air and sang along to the lyrics.
Shayne danced beside Daley with their hip hop moves.
Xin Han was weeping and laughing, hugging everyone he could see.
Greg was leading the train, making cheesy movements with his arms.
"Hey." Nick looked around. Joaquin had his hand on Nick's shoulder. "Why aren't you going wild?" he laughed.
Nick smiled slightly. "I had my share just now," he said, pointing to his soaked Yuber shirt. Grinning, Joaquin slapped Nick's back and moved in to join the train.
Nick checked his watch. It was twelve.
He breathed out and whispered,
"See you guys."
Friday, December 25, 2009
Yeah.
Yeah, you can play guitar with those weird wannabe methods.
Yeah, you don't really like normal chords, and you find those who play a G chord pretty amateur.
Yeah, you like to play those complicated chords that actually sound like a normal one.
Yeah, you're a self proclaimed pro.
...So?
Yeah, you don't really like normal chords, and you find those who play a G chord pretty amateur.
Yeah, you like to play those complicated chords that actually sound like a normal one.
Yeah, you're a self proclaimed pro.
...So?
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Inspired By A Follower's Post. xD
With Christmas mood at hand, Nick decided to call Justin to wish him Merry Christmas.
Running down the steps, he reached out for his cellphone.
016*******
Beep beep.
"I guess he's busy," Nick shurgged. He was all happy and proud, cause he knows that you can only leave a message after the beep. Little did he know there has to be a monotonous woman telling him to leave it.
"Hey, Justin. Nick he-"
Beep beep.
"Oh. Too early. Hey-"
Beep beep.
"What the. Justi-"
Beep beep.
"Damn! Shut-"
Beep beep.
"..."
.......
"Jus, it's Nick-"
Beep beep.
"Fuck!"
Sorry. The number you have dialed is unavailable. Please try again later.
Nick stared, looking confused. Then he pressed the "End Call" button.
Nick muttered to himself. "Justin's mom sounds weird."
Running down the steps, he reached out for his cellphone.
016*******
Beep beep.
"I guess he's busy," Nick shurgged. He was all happy and proud, cause he knows that you can only leave a message after the beep. Little did he know there has to be a monotonous woman telling him to leave it.
"Hey, Justin. Nick he-"
Beep beep.
"Oh. Too early. Hey-"
Beep beep.
"What the. Justi-"
Beep beep.
"Damn! Shut-"
Beep beep.
"..."
.......
"Jus, it's Nick-"
Beep beep.
"Fuck!"
Sorry. The number you have dialed is unavailable. Please try again later.
Nick stared, looking confused. Then he pressed the "End Call" button.
Nick muttered to himself. "Justin's mom sounds weird."
Monday, December 21, 2009
Uber Yuber.
As the people who read this blog know, I went for a camp called Yuber Camp from the 16th to the 20th of December.
And.. I...
Let's just say I changed. For the better.
I hate emo, dramatic things. Let's jump to the fun part.
Our beloved head and crap-talker(but does make alot of sense), Greg Evans!
And a hunk named Joaquin. But his name's pronounced as WoaKin.
Posting soon. =)
Sunday, December 13, 2009
{Wish That I Could...
Tell you how it feels,
Maybe I'll just show you, my life I won't conceal,
It's nothing at all,
How I wrote this song,
For you.
Simple words mean the most when it's real.} -Nick/Payphone
Maybe I'll just show you, my life I won't conceal,
It's nothing at all,
How I wrote this song,
For you.
Simple words mean the most when it's real.} -Nick/Payphone
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Some Post Titles Are Glitzy...
..and some are happy. Some don't have any connexion to the blog post itself, and some(most) are emo.
Emo. Emo! Christmas Carol! It was emo. For the first few minutes.
Otherwise, it rocked socks. Weewit.
I went out to watch Christmas Carol with Justin, Ken, Liesl, Julia, Isaac, Jay Han and Farhan.
Originally.
The second(and much bigger) party consisted of Justin, Ken, Julia, Jun Wei, Leon, Emily(Ching), and coincidentally, the choir gang.
...Want a story mode? Read below.
Ciauz =)
Emo. Emo! Christmas Carol! It was emo. For the first few minutes.
Otherwise, it rocked socks. Weewit.
I went out to watch Christmas Carol with Justin, Ken, Liesl, Julia, Isaac, Jay Han and Farhan.
Originally.
The second(and much bigger) party consisted of Justin, Ken, Julia, Jun Wei, Leon, Emily(Ching), and coincidentally, the choir gang.
...Want a story mode? Read below.
Ciauz =)
Story Mode.
Nick grumbled. His mom was definitely not Malaysian, nor was his whole family actually. For they had insisted on dropping Nick at 2.00pm at Pyramid. Not 2.30pm.
So Nick sat there mourning the loss of his phone battery. He was goin to shut his phone down when Julia smsed. She says she's at Popeye's with Jun Wei, Leon, Tzi Ying, and a big bunch of people.
"Wait, Tzi Ying? What're you-"
"Her birthday! We're celebrating it. Wanna get a bra for her?"
After a polite decline, Nick waited awhile more. Then Emily came. He didn't see her for a month. He kinda missed her, actually.
Skipping the details, they headed off to Popeye's and found that everybody had left. Dreading the beginning of a wild duck chase, Nick sat at Popeye's and called for a beer. Thankfully, Emily's eyes sought out Leon and Jun Wei just a metre away from Popeye's.
"Screw!" cursed Nick.
After that, they decided to search for Justin, who seemed to have lost himself at Pyramid, if that was possible.
Jun Wei tried.
"We're at Famous Amos. Meet us there."
"Sure thing!"
We ended up finding Justin above Famous Amos, with Ken. Ken threw down a packet of Roller Coaster junk food down, and Nick caught it like that cool throwing scene in the Avatar trailer. Somehow, they never managed to find it until halfway through the movie.
Skipping certain parts, Nick and company made it to the cinema to get the tickets. Then they split. Jun Wei and Leon to God knows where, Emily and Julia to shop, Nick, Justin, and Ken to the arcade. Ken made a fool of them by hitting the play button without putting any tokens inside, and they spent sixteen tokens on gunning games in twenty minutes.
Basically, the three of them sucked.
They then proceeded to meet up with Jun Wei and co, and from there, planned to meet at the cinema at 4.30p.m.
Nick hung out at the Takoyaki shop with Justin and Ken, and a sequence of events occurred. Firstly, Nick ordered two sets of takoyakis(three octopus balls in one set); another one for Emily. Unfortunately, he enjoyed himself so much talking to Jus and Ken, he ended up eating both sets. Thus, he wasted another four bucks on another three takoyakis.
At the movie area, they found out that there were fours groups roaming about Pyramid.
Nick's Company,
Tzi Ying's Birthday Company,
Vanes' Company, and
Rushan's Choir Company.
Coincidentally, Nick and Rushan's group were about to watch the same movie same time. A fight sequence began between Justin and Rushan, for Justin had close ties with Rushan's gang. Rushan was upset that Justin came with us, and not her.
Ken attempted to break the fight up, but it ended up with Rushan "accidentally" raising her hands in anger and spilling a quarter of Ken's popcorn.
Tragic scene occurs.
Then the movie, and we went back after.
It's a beautiful day. =)
So Nick sat there mourning the loss of his phone battery. He was goin to shut his phone down when Julia smsed. She says she's at Popeye's with Jun Wei, Leon, Tzi Ying, and a big bunch of people.
"Wait, Tzi Ying? What're you-"
"Her birthday! We're celebrating it. Wanna get a bra for her?"
After a polite decline, Nick waited awhile more. Then Emily came. He didn't see her for a month. He kinda missed her, actually.
Skipping the details, they headed off to Popeye's and found that everybody had left. Dreading the beginning of a wild duck chase, Nick sat at Popeye's and called for a beer. Thankfully, Emily's eyes sought out Leon and Jun Wei just a metre away from Popeye's.
"Screw!" cursed Nick.
After that, they decided to search for Justin, who seemed to have lost himself at Pyramid, if that was possible.
Jun Wei tried.
"We're at Famous Amos. Meet us there."
"Sure thing!"
We ended up finding Justin above Famous Amos, with Ken. Ken threw down a packet of Roller Coaster junk food down, and Nick caught it like that cool throwing scene in the Avatar trailer. Somehow, they never managed to find it until halfway through the movie.
Skipping certain parts, Nick and company made it to the cinema to get the tickets. Then they split. Jun Wei and Leon to God knows where, Emily and Julia to shop, Nick, Justin, and Ken to the arcade. Ken made a fool of them by hitting the play button without putting any tokens inside, and they spent sixteen tokens on gunning games in twenty minutes.
Basically, the three of them sucked.
They then proceeded to meet up with Jun Wei and co, and from there, planned to meet at the cinema at 4.30p.m.
Nick hung out at the Takoyaki shop with Justin and Ken, and a sequence of events occurred. Firstly, Nick ordered two sets of takoyakis(three octopus balls in one set); another one for Emily. Unfortunately, he enjoyed himself so much talking to Jus and Ken, he ended up eating both sets. Thus, he wasted another four bucks on another three takoyakis.
At the movie area, they found out that there were fours groups roaming about Pyramid.
Nick's Company,
Tzi Ying's Birthday Company,
Vanes' Company, and
Rushan's Choir Company.
Coincidentally, Nick and Rushan's group were about to watch the same movie same time. A fight sequence began between Justin and Rushan, for Justin had close ties with Rushan's gang. Rushan was upset that Justin came with us, and not her.
Ken attempted to break the fight up, but it ended up with Rushan "accidentally" raising her hands in anger and spilling a quarter of Ken's popcorn.
Tragic scene occurs.
Then the movie, and we went back after.
It's a beautiful day. =)
Thursday, December 10, 2009
He was 20.
He's a guy I never knew. But Jeremy did. A few of my other friends played bball with him.
No memories shared with him, nothing. I don't feel heartbroken.
But the realization. The impact. I was at Summit that day. That thunderous day. And just a few meters away, he died.
The awareness about how easy it was to kill a human. Without taking his best friends, his family, his future into account.
The effect it has on the people around him.
A person who passed early before his or her time is heartbreaking, cause it's not supposed to happen. The numbing effect that you might have just gone out with him a day before he left.
And the terrible sadness.
I don't wanna lose anyone.
Tan Han Yin.
We will soon fade away and grow old,
But he will not,
For when we disappear to dust,
His memory shines,
The brightest of all lights. -Shakespeare
No memories shared with him, nothing. I don't feel heartbroken.
But the realization. The impact. I was at Summit that day. That thunderous day. And just a few meters away, he died.
The awareness about how easy it was to kill a human. Without taking his best friends, his family, his future into account.
The effect it has on the people around him.
A person who passed early before his or her time is heartbreaking, cause it's not supposed to happen. The numbing effect that you might have just gone out with him a day before he left.
And the terrible sadness.
I don't wanna lose anyone.
Tan Han Yin.
We will soon fade away and grow old,
But he will not,
For when we disappear to dust,
His memory shines,
The brightest of all lights. -Shakespeare
Monday, December 7, 2009
My Followers.
My followers don't exactly comment or leave messages on my chatbox. So I don't exactly give a damn if they stop following me. But if you three followers do read my blog, thanks a bunch. Love you. =)
Teehee.
Zac gave me the inspiration to blog again. I lost it, after China. It was like, "I so wanna blog about China!" and the next day it's "Maybe when I go to China again. Then I'll blog about it."
But I got nothing. Still got nothing. Although one thing I did at Macao, China stuck to me.
At the ruins of Saint Paul's Church, the splendid structure that got burned down in 1877, and at the first church in China, Saint Xavier's, I prayed.
So what, right? But it meant alot. Cause it was the very first time I prayed to Jesus in a church, an abode where the ones who loves Him and vice versa come to praise the Lord.
Real emotional. Heh. Kinda felt lighter after praying. Still, I wonder if He heard my prayer. I'm still not a Christian. Laugh out loud.
And I quote myself after I watched Letter From Hell and Truth. Man should be spreading the Love for God's Grace, not Fear of Satan's Wrath.
In other words, I find those video makers of the two videos above pathetic. Youtube crap, like Rudi said.
I don't know Rudi, though. Haha.
Ciauz. =)
Oh oh! I made a good friend at China. His name's Puss. Kept crawling all over me. And his fur was all puffed up cause it was cold. Cute. =)
Okay, really bye bye.
Teehee.
Zac gave me the inspiration to blog again. I lost it, after China. It was like, "I so wanna blog about China!" and the next day it's "Maybe when I go to China again. Then I'll blog about it."
But I got nothing. Still got nothing. Although one thing I did at Macao, China stuck to me.
At the ruins of Saint Paul's Church, the splendid structure that got burned down in 1877, and at the first church in China, Saint Xavier's, I prayed.
So what, right? But it meant alot. Cause it was the very first time I prayed to Jesus in a church, an abode where the ones who loves Him and vice versa come to praise the Lord.
Real emotional. Heh. Kinda felt lighter after praying. Still, I wonder if He heard my prayer. I'm still not a Christian. Laugh out loud.
And I quote myself after I watched Letter From Hell and Truth. Man should be spreading the Love for God's Grace, not Fear of Satan's Wrath.
In other words, I find those video makers of the two videos above pathetic. Youtube crap, like Rudi said.
I don't know Rudi, though. Haha.
Ciauz. =)
Oh oh! I made a good friend at China. His name's Puss. Kept crawling all over me. And his fur was all puffed up cause it was cold. Cute. =)
Okay, really bye bye.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Nick. says:
hey
cancel the mamak tomorrow
can you do it friday? =)
hey
cancel the mamak tomorrow
can you do it friday? =)
@íş ĸÅć@ňĜ þⓄÏ says:
hahaha
sure sure
hahaha
sure sure
Nick. says:
and
ken and yuva wanna watch christmas carol
so might as well make it an outing right
and
ken and yuva wanna watch christmas carol
so might as well make it an outing right
@íş ĸÅć@ňĜ þⓄÏ says:
oh...gay betul
lol
kk
why not
Nick. says:
so..
wanna ask you about the girl factor
*grin
so..
wanna ask you about the girl factor
*grin
@íş ĸÅć@ňĜ þⓄÏ says:
grin factor?
grin factor?
Nick. says:
GIRL
im grinning
==
GIRL
im grinning
==
@íş ĸÅć@ňĜ þⓄÏ says:
what girl factor?
what girl factor?
Nick. says:
GOSH
wanna invite girls or not?
and and
i really like kris and adam's singles
haha
GOSH
wanna invite girls or not?
and and
i really like kris and adam's singles
haha
@íş ĸÅć@ňĜ þⓄÏ says:
whyja call it the girl factor for?
><''
hahaha
whyja call it the girl factor for?
><''
hahaha
Nick. says:
why not ><
why not ><
@íş ĸÅć@ňĜ þⓄÏ says:
adam just disturbs me now...in a digusted gay way
why so
adam just disturbs me now...in a digusted gay way
why so
Nick. says:
ah
thats too bad
music again and live like we're dying
both are cool songs
ah
thats too bad
music again and live like we're dying
both are cool songs
@íş ĸÅć@ňĜ þⓄÏ says:
kris....gah...no comment lah...
i don't hate him though..
go ryan cabrera!
lol
kris....gah...no comment lah...
i don't hate him though..
go ryan cabrera!
lol
Nick. says:
live like we're dying was written by the script
that's why i like it
script writes damn nice songs man!
ryan cabrera? isn't he dead? ><
live like we're dying was written by the script
that's why i like it
script writes damn nice songs man!
ryan cabrera? isn't he dead? ><
@ňĜ þⓄÏ says:
yea yea...i was talking about his funeral songs..
dammit...thats mean
yea yea...i was talking about his funeral songs..
dammit...thats mean
Nick. says:
oh
he's alive?
oh
he's alive?
@íş ĸÅć@ňĜ þⓄÏ says:
he's not dead!
he's not dead!
Nick. says:
i thought he's an old singer
cause the girls kept saying true is a classic
...
so he's late forties, i guess?
i thought he's an old singer
cause the girls kept saying true is a classic
...
so he's late forties, i guess?
@íş ĸÅć@ňĜ þⓄÏ says:
well his true is a classic
no no...in the 16 hundreds..
*slap
well his true is a classic
no no...in the 16 hundreds..
*slap
Nick. says:
ow
how old is he
i never saw his face before la! D:
ow
how old is he
i never saw his face before la! D:
@íş ĸÅć@ňĜ þⓄÏ says:
he's probably at the most late 20s
don't bother looking him up on google..
he looks like a gay hobo
he's probably at the most late 20s
don't bother looking him up on google..
he looks like a gay hobo
Nick. says:
haha
told you
haha
told you
Damn, I'm bored.
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Blatant Corruption.
Man once said to Guy:
"That Woman who loves you is beautiful! She's drop dead gorgeous! She would never leave you. Why did you pick the Girl, whose beauty does not compare to one of such esteem?"
Guy simply replied, looking puzzled:
"Because I love Girl, and not the Woman."
"That Woman who loves you is beautiful! She's drop dead gorgeous! She would never leave you. Why did you pick the Girl, whose beauty does not compare to one of such esteem?"
Guy simply replied, looking puzzled:
"Because I love Girl, and not the Woman."
Friday, December 4, 2009
Back
I looked back on my old posts in 2008, and realized how stupid my writing was back then.
No wonder people were irritated at me. It's so... Bimbo-ish. Haha.
I'm back from China! Great place. But I need a mamak desprately. My mouth smells like dim sum.
And, yeah. I need to sleep. Tired days, tired days.
I love you. Night. =)
No wonder people were irritated at me. It's so... Bimbo-ish. Haha.
I'm back from China! Great place. But I need a mamak desprately. My mouth smells like dim sum.
And, yeah. I need to sleep. Tired days, tired days.
I love you. Night. =)
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